The dark side
Eric's
here, i've met him. He's someone just like you and me, an ordinary guy.
From time to time he feels like he needs some fresh
air (EN), something else on which to focus, not to become insane or
crazy. Oh, it's not a lot. It's marked in golden letters in each of us.
It's quick, fast, highly flammable and very valuable. It has a name by the
way, though a name cannot explain much: Happiness.
But because Eric feels more pain and anger than happiness, or because his rare moments of pain destruct everything he tries to build, he's got used to darkness. After all, our heart won't see the light even once in our entire life and we spend half of our lifetime with our eyes closed. That's why Eric easily became a dark person, fed with his fears, looking for silence (EN), accustomed to pain.
What can possibly be wrong when you feel sick about yourself and your life? not much. This may be the only good point in being a dark creature. The most strengthening experience Eric had been through was Loneliness (FR), the one from which he came back stronger than before. There a lot coming with it, among which the loss of innocence. It's incredible how clear you can see the world around you when you've been fooled or disappointed once.
Eric